Once again it's happening...
Note from sickbed!
You can't believe it and neither can I. My deepest sincerest apologies again. Lemme tell you the story. . .
I've been living on a tour bus for almost a month, traveling through America and Canada, doing many shows, throwing my heart out there but this time with the grand feeling someone was there catching it. Anyways, the tour has been going great but its still hard on your body, rainier then expected, thought summer was here but most often then not I found myself trapped soaking wet in a tiny leather jacket in my search for Kombucha.
Looking back on it now; WOW, MY AUDIENCE WAS BEEN FANTASTIC AND AMAZING? I LOVE YOU !
In the wonderful Napa Valley, my sound guy suddenly got hit by something mysterious that made him lose his voice entirely and all of the sudden half of the bus was coughing their guts out. I prayed to God and took as many remedies as I could to protect myself from that god damn flu that so many people around me has been hit by. LIFE OH LIFE! SAVE ME LORD, ARTISTS ARE NOT MENT TO BE HUMAN!
After a wonderful show in San Fransisco I only had one real show of my own to go so I thought I was homefree when it hit me , BOOM ! I was up all night on that bus with fever shivers from hell, listening to the sounds of my coughing bandmates. What comes around, goes around........ So scared cause I had the Wiltern that same night so I took my tiny ass to the doctor. Doctor told me I had multiple infections going, sinus as well as my throat as well as my respitatory systems as well as an ear infection and God knows what! M**********R!!! I hardly had a voice but I yelled, give me that shot that makes you superwoman for one night only! ! I simply cannot let them down! They would never forgive me!
So I got the shot as well as antibiotics and made it through my set on pure adrenaline.... Just to wake up and be way worse. My voice was now completely gone and once again I saw a doctor and yelled; give me a cortisone shot so I can sing on Jimmy Kimmel... ONE NIGHT ONLY! LIVE EVERYDAY LIKE YOUR LAST! And here I am again. I B A R E L Y M A D E I T T H R O U G H ..... I am now in bed with instructions to rest my vocal chords and my soul ( again god damn it!!!!!!!!) with nothing else to say but how awfully sorry I am but I simply can't sing right now, can hardly breathe, I am sick, I am human. Please forgive me.
I might have gone at it a bit too soon but you can't control everything in life.
DANCE WHILE YOU CAN, DANCE CAUSE YOU MUST, LOVE OUT OF LUST.....
I am really truly sorry for not being able to perform for you, you know there is nothing I would love more then belting it out in open air California!
L L LOVE ON PILLS.
I will make it up to you in some form. Either in chocolate or acapella's!
Life is a battlefield.